This is not a drill

Hello, Internet people!
You are not hallucinating, and this is not a drill. I am actually posting. I can't believe that it has been six months since I posted anything. I have no excuses other than I couldn't access my blog at all for the past several months. I could not access this page for the life of me. Stupidly enough, once I changed browsers I was able to log in, finally.
I don't actually have much to say, so I will update you on what has been happening. I returned to America in mid-June and spent the entire summer doing nothing. I bought a car in August and have failed my road test 3 times, so I still don't get to drive it.

Sharlene is not impressed. Along with having a beautiful car that I can't drive, I developed anxiety. From September to mid-October I would have panic attacks nearly every single day, and life was just miserable. I was drowning in all of my emotions, and I can say that I fucked up in school. This was devastating because I pride myself on my good grades, but I just couldn't. I didn't do as bad as I thought I did (B's across the board). That did not make things better for me. My anxiety did lessen dramatically, but I became depressed. I sat in my room in the dark every day, and I know that I missed more than half of the classes for two of my courses. On the bright side, I am on track to get an A or high B in science and a high B in my family counseling class. That should help my GPA not be absolute crap at the end of the semester.
I am home on Thanksgiving break now, and I must say that I feel a lot better. I loved spending time with my five-month-old nephew and my nieces. I remember why I am in college, and what I love about being there. I am going to try my absolute best to get my grades to be where they need to be, but there are only two weeks of classes left and then finals. I hope that things go well, but I know that next semester I will do better.
Aside from that, I am entering the second semester of my junior year. I have to go arrange an interview for myself and have no idea where to even start, but I will try. I am also going to begin networking with people on campus to just find out about their lives. I may even try to network with alumni of my college and professors at Cornell University. The life of an upperclassman is odd. I am thinking about my future and what I want to do. I'm looking at my resume and thinking that it's not impressive enough. Just 1.5 years to get my life together.
That is my life at the moment. I know you're thinking that this is the most boring post, but I promise that I will post something much more fun and interesting. I hope that at least entertained you. Until next time everyone. I promise that it will not be six months from now.
Bye my internet lovelies