I Still Exist

Hello anyone that is still out there.

I have been awful at updating this. It has has been a year since I have posted anything. Hmm... I don't even know where to start, so I will start with updating you all on what the heck has been happening. So, the rest of that semester was shit because my anxiety and depression were at its worst. Whatever, because I feel great now! I went to London; it was fun as hell, and I for real want to move there. I would, but it was expensive. No, really like I needed five roommates just to afford rent, and I am not about that life anymore. Maybe I'll move to China or South Korea. One of my friends is moving to South Korea, and I am second hand excited. You might not know this, but I seriously want to go to China or Asia. So much so that the first house that I will buy will probably be in Thailand because I will need rental income, and as I've learned, I will be paid next to nothing.

I graduate from College next month, and I have no idea what the fuck I want to do. I'm going to grad school in the fall at the Graduate School of Education at the University of Pennsylvania. I am pumped because I applied to three Ivy League schools and got into all three, but UPenn was always my number one choice. Now, I know that sounds like bragging, but I barely made it through high school, and now I feel like I made it. So, I will shamelessly be proud of myself.

What's it like to be a senior in college? To be honest, I really don't care about much of anything and am on a vacation in my mind most of the time. I also know that I can't goof off because I have two fifty-five page manuscripts and a twenty-page portfolio due in three weeks. LOL CAN YOU HEAR THE BREAKDOWN IN MY VOICE? I'm also eerily calm so take that as a sign that I have reached maximum stress. It's fine because it will all be over soon and then I will cry at how quickly time went. No for real, for anyone entering college make the most of it because it does go by in the blink of an eye. You don't want to get to graduation and realize that you didn't do what you wanted to do. Say what you mean to say and all of that Jazz.

On a final note, I have serious FOMO and jealousy because it is Coachella but I'm a broke student with responsibility and debt, so I am not over there. Also, I got a Lorac Pro Palette, and I love it.  I'm also at work, and there is either a garbage truck outside or a major accident. I'm going to go with a garbage truck. I will commit to posting at least twice a week. I might have a project in the works, so I will hopefully get to that.

Goodbye for now